I have never been one to speak much on religion, for the intimate relationship that one has with his/her creator does not need to always be showcased. Some people feel that the more praise you show to GOD in a public forum, the better your relationship or your devotion is to the almighty creator of everything that was, is and has yet to come.
I have come to terms with that as not only being false but judgmental. Now that is something that tends to envelop the flesh: judgement. In fact, we get so caught up in feel that we have the upper-hand in our devotion to GOD that we forget that the power to judge does not belong to any of us, but to the almighty himself. This is not censuring of anyone, for if it was I would be doing the same action I presently impugn. It is merely being cognizant of an issue and speaking on what I see as a fundamental evil within the church.
Too often we get caught in doing the work of the church or other things within the world. Too often we look and search and develop the wrong type of relationships. While doing this we totally neglect the most important relationship of all. The relationship I speak of is our PERSONAL bond with GOD.
Now I am guilty of this, I won't stand here and front like I am some choir boy--I've made my mistakes as well all have and I feel more so recently, GOD is calling on me to do something. At first it seemed like I was going crazy, but there seem to be more and more signs each and everyday that pass. This is a time where I feel GOD needs me to do something! Capitulate to his will, is what he needs me to do. More of GOD and less of me is what he is telling me. And you know what? I feel like if thats what he needs and wants me to do, then its what I HAVE to do. I've been blessed with many things thus far that some people probably could never fathom and all this w/o having that strong relationship with him. Imagine what wonders GOD might work for me should I capitulate to his will.
The only way this is possible is if I Walk by Faith and not by sight! Trust and wait upon the Lord to work everything out. I feel he has something great in store for me and I am willing more than ever to accept whatever that may be. As I continue to hold onto my faith that he will force upon a spring in the depths of my winter, I understand that some of you may be going through some trials and tribulations. Some of you may be hurting or wanting to hurt. Some of you may be sick or weak. Just remember to wait upon the Lord. As the Prophet Isaiah said, "Those that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like Eagles , they shall run and not be weary..." (Isaiah 40:31) Just remember to keep the your faith no matter what the circumstances may be in our lives because GOD will test us as in proven in the Bible. If we just remember to hold on to his unchanging hand, then all shall be well.
I just felt the need to share this with all of you who follow me or enjoy reading my blogs. Often times words can affect people. Hopefully someone got something out of me sharing my thoughts with you.
Just some thoughts.....
Bashir Ali
